Saturday, September 18, 2010

First blog post in over a year...wonder if anyone will read it??

I didn't realize it has been over a year since I've posted anything.

So much has happened...I'll never catch up!

It's so easy to update my status on facebook, instead of typing out a whole blog post...but I kind of miss it.  So I think I will attempt to do it again.

We have so much going on right now.  All my feelings are so jumbled that most of these posts won't make any sense.

My mother in law was just diagnosed with lung cancer.  She's one of the sweetest women I know.  (A little crazy at times...but very sweet.) She will give you her last dime, if you need it.   She's always treated me like I am her daughter. So if anyone is reading this blog, please say some prayers for Sonya.  We love you Soni!! 

I think I will start blogging again...JUST FOR HER!! (Wink wink Soni did you catch that??) 

I guess I will end this rambling with a picture.  

It's one of my favorite pictures...Keith's expression is priceless.  I guess it sums up how he feels being the only man in the house.  :)

Friday, September 10, 2010

Don't know what to title this post!

Our world has been shaken.

About 3 weeks ago, my mother in law was diagnosed with lung cancer.  She's always treated me like the daughter she never had...and this is hard since we are too far away!!  

Now when I want to whine on facebook, it seems pointless.  She's going through so much.  

I already feel helpless...with Keith's headaches.  I wish there was something I could do...but there's not.  

All I can do is pray and put it all in God's hands.  

That seems like a simple task.

It's not..

I'm human, and I have worries and fears.  It's hard going through life when you don't see the whole picture.  BUT I'm thankful that God is there guiding my life and He does see the whole picture...and some how...even through all the pain,  He will make it worth the journey.  So this is my journey.  

Bekah's Journey